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| Sunday, October 26th, 2008 | | 8:10 pm |
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I got 99 problems and a bitch aint one! 2008 is going to be gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood. | | Tuesday, November 27th, 2007 | | 2:01 am |
I dont understand people sometimes. I dont understand why people can be so rude at times, and act so self centerd about things. I never really understood how some people could be so unsecure about things in general and never give you the benifit of dought and never trust you. It's always constant disbelief and dought. I hate that so much. This coming from people who have always claimed that they loved you at one point and they would always be there for you. I honstly cant wait to meet a person that would actully take your word for things with out the constant struggle of dought. Unsecure people make me mad. I've learned you can't really depend on people to solve your problems beauase nothing really ever happens. No one can comfort you the way that you expect to be comforted.... I start school soon, and Im excited. My life has become Gym and work then sleep, and I like it that way for now. I do tend to feel lonley from time to time but I guess freinds and finding a significant other to be with can all happen later on. I have no rush for anything right now. I like my independence. At the end of the day I know that one day something goood would hopefully happen soon enough. Ive been stressed as FUCK latley considering all the drama that has been going on, with the car accident, my car bieng no longer functional, my weekly Dr. Visits to the chiprocator to fix the curvurture in my neck and spine that the accident caused, the fact that I no longer live with my mother, and some othre family situation BUT the truth is Im not letting that shit get to me one bit. I look forward for to many shit and honstly I cant wait. I want money and I want my success. I support myself AND THATS IT. So work has been great, Im very please by the amount of money ive been getting. Going to the Gym everyday has made me realzed what hard work can do, because ive lost 25 pounds with in last month and half. Ive gotten my nutruion back on track, and I love how i can fit into smaller clothing. Im proud to say that ive went to 220 to 185 lbs and I feel great. Now I just neeed to work on my six pack which is slowly getting there and I need to work on my muscle tone. My schooling........ IT STARTS in JAN 7th and I cant wait to start studying sports medicine, and go and start taking PRE MED and one day HOPFULLY getting a phd and as a sports medical physisicon working on football teams and treating injurys... UGHHHH how excited it makes me every single time I write my dreams. Current Mood:  delighted with lifeCurrent Music: lifes a bitch- NAS | | Thursday, October 11th, 2007 | | 10:46 am |
I have been analyzing a couple of things latley. Well to start off, the first thing that I've been analyzing is the Highschool couple continuing to be in a relationship while they are in college. Before hand let me just state that this is just my personal thoughts, not me bashing on anyone. Meerly my very own opinion. Its true like the song sang by Slick Rick titled "A Teenage Love" that things dont turn out the way they are ment to be. You go out with a person and those first couple of months are glamorous, I mean abosoultly glamorous. You have your girl by your side, the passion is great, you freinds are all chill with her, you have a girl that defends you in any case nesscassry, and you just experince such GREAT times. But then the truth is things start to switch up on you. That other person you are with no longers appears to be that person you have always been looking for. You relalize how there personallity really is, and you become annoyed by everything they do. Then the relationship turns for the worst and the passion leaves, you lose affection for the person, then you treat them like a total dick just because you just relazied how they are and that they can't change because they just cant, but when one thinks about breaking up at first sight of sudden realization how the person is, you just keep on saying to your self, Naww it would work out Im going to keep on trying, and then you claim love is preventing you from leaving this person. Its been 7 months already and BOOOM you have experinced so much unnessary drama with that other person that you claim to be "the girl that you always neeeded in your life" and what it turns out to be that druring those 7 months of trying to be in a relation ship has turned out to be a total fight everyday of non stop bull shit from the you and your partner. The pain and the hurt is to hard to overcome coming from both sides. Then suddenly when its time to break up they do it mutually, and that person who wanted to break up becomes a little heart broken becasuse they no longer have that person that was with them 100% of there life. The feeling of attatchment is so over whelming that you start to claim that it is that you love that significat other to much to let that person be completly gone, but it is meerly that feeling of detachment. Then rebuilding comes along and the more you think of it, the more you realize that you can live your life with out that person, the more FREEDOM you have to do what ever you want with out having no one question your beliefs or your ethics, with out having someone bad mouth you because you were with a certain person or talking to some chick. You have your life back AND BOOOOOM you feel ten times happy again.But theres always going to be that thing in the back of your mind saying but damn why is it that the relationship never worked out, did I really cahngee to be a negative person. The truth is No you did cahnge into a negative person. you were never a dick before you met that person. You were only a dick because the relationship made you a dick. Never dought yourself that you are somthing you know your not. When relations ships go bad, the people in the relation ship go bad. In reallity you would never ment to say mean horrible things to a person just because they were the way they are but when the feelings are not the same from the beginging its hard yo accept the person any more. What ive learned to realize that you should never let your self be in relationship with a person that you knew after the first month you couldnt stand because you realized the way they were wasnt for you and that there personallity was not right. Sure they can do all the things that the significat other is supposed to BUT if they dont personally satisfy you because you cant except how they are, then dont try to change them, just straight up stand up and leave. Dont let another person's personallity be the cause of unhappiness, which leads to an unhappy relationship. Thats something I will remember to learn for the next time A relationship will ever to reoccur with me.serioulsly I cant say enough how much fun Ive been having and how glad Im leaving to a new life, in genreral. I promise my self that this new school im going bring out the best in me. Fuck I dont even need a school for that Ill do that my self. To conclude this personal entry of mine I will leave by saying Just live life and think postive, and dont let any "person" bring you down just because they had some impact in your life. Just do you homie, and thats all. Current Mood: awakeCurrent Music: African Bombatta | | Tuesday, October 9th, 2007 | | 12:36 am |
The more I think about my how my future will turn out, the more I am kept up at night.. These past few days I have experncied so much things and learned so much about different people ideas and philosphies. Like I seriously feel the best I have ever had since I ended highschool. So much late night talks about random topics. So much going out to differnet places, and just exploring. What a wondeful feeling man. Like seriously living life to the fullest. Im really proud of the fact that im almost done with Devry and that im transffering to BCC. Dont get me wrong Devry is an ok school, if you want to go the technical school route but I personally just dont know what to do and at times I feel i would acquire a better education at a community college. I still am undecided on what I would like to do but personally on what ever I decided to do, I know ill try my hardest. I cant wait till Jan the 1st, thats the day I would be moving out on my own finally. I keep on thinking on how thats going to feel. Todays is my Dogs first bday. I remembered when I first got him he looked like this  Man I love my dog. I love my job, I love the gym I go too. I love getting a big paycheck. I love bieng with friends and meeting new people, I love going out to weird as fuck places. Life has so much surprises. I just hope it doesnt STOP. SO I just a drum set, now all I need is a new ipod, a new sidekick, and new clothes. Shit feels so good. Current Mood: cheerfulCurrent Music: Talib Kweli | | Wednesday, October 3rd, 2007 | | 1:28 am |
I cant wait to move out, I cant wait to get out of devry, I cant wait to start BCC, I cant wait to get another dog, I cant wait to chill with more people, and I cant wait to get more money. Im doing so good in school right now I m very proud of my self. My life is getting back together. I'm starting to feel really happy again. My mom is finally letting me go to a new place, all on my own. BCC seems like its going to be the best time of my life. I cant wait to start learning. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I just want to get out of M.L for a bit and leave everything behind abnd start over. Slick rick singing a teenage love made me feel sooooooooooooo muchhhh better about life in general. I just every thing to be good, and I dont want to have any enemys at the end. Life seems to get better and better =-) AND P.S In the begging of the summer I wieghed 220 now I weigh 205 =-) WOO WHOOOO | | Sunday, September 16th, 2007 | | 6:50 pm |
So I finally decided that I am going to transfer from Devry University to BCC south. It turned out that Devry was not really for me. I am really confused on what I would like to major in, in college. I cant really picture my self doing something that is going to require me to be seated down for 7-8 hours of the day starring in to a monitor. The way I see it is, that God has given me a physical body, so I would like to major in something that I can use my naturel talents in. No I dont meant like lawn work or carpenter I mean something like an engineer, or just anything that goes beyond the office chair. These past few days Ive been thinking on all the things I can be good at, and what things I can do that can give me a good challange. I know that if I really put my mind to it I can take any course no matter how hard it may seem. I just hope on what ever I pick it will gurantee success in my life. These past few days I have considerd many different majors and I starting to seriously consider going to flight school, but even that seems really uncertain. I just need to think about this. Ill most likley take liberal arts but I think ill decided on a major before ill start in winter. LIFE BRO.....LIFE. Things seems so confusing latley but I got to stay strong and never back down to any challange. Latley ive been doing my own shit and I seem to be out of the loop of things but I got to do what I got to do. | | Thursday, August 30th, 2007 | | 1:03 am |
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Considering that I hardly update, unless its to provoke an argument, share pictures, or just to simply put just talk shit, I wanted to talk about somethings that Ive been thinking about and how at the end it all joins together to form one big callabo. My Life..... EDUCATION School - Devry University - May be another school in the near future to study a different major EMPLOYMENT Work - Pet Land - Hope to God I can work here my whole college career Pysical Teakwondo- Get Fit, and try hard to finally reach a 4th degree black belt. "And I also want to try out for my school basket ball team. FAMILY My grandparents, Goose, and my mom - I want to be there for them more and not be considered as the outcast of the family. PERSONAL LIFE Girlfriend- Jenny Hernandez - I want to get over little misunderstanding and stop with all uncessary drama. Friends - you know who you are - I want to chill more. what I like - I like to be number one. - I like being happy. - I like the abillity to say what ever the fuck I want. - I like postive people. - I like to sweat. - I like to work. - I like to think. - I like to budget. - I like to succeed. - I like doing things my way. - I like to learn. | | Wednesday, August 29th, 2007 | | 10:55 am |
 A very useful tool. Current Mood: awakeCurrent Music: Prensentation from group memebers | | Sunday, August 5th, 2007 | | 6:09 pm |
Well My bday gathering was pretty great. Thanks to all who wished me happy bday.Thanks to all who came and made my bday a really fun night. And when I mean to all who came I mean Julian and biki. you guys are really fun couple and kicked ass at the hot air ballon ride. And speical thanks to BABY GIRL who made my night extra special and was there for me 120%. I appreciate you so much. thank you for everything and thanks for making my night really really really fun and worth while. I love you. I cant wait till Bush gardens now and the lili hotel lol. Thanks to those people who told me happy birthday and thanks to those people who didnt go.... In other news college has been a great experince, bieng with Jenny has been a great experince, and by the way I just got hired at a pet store selling and taking care puppies in a jungle outfit. So im super satisfied with life right now. I just hope it doesnt stop now.=-) | | Saturday, July 21st, 2007 | | 11:31 pm |
no more anger, no more hate. | | Wednesday, June 27th, 2007 | | 11:14 pm |
| | Monday, June 18th, 2007 | | 2:21 pm |
Add my new screen name, professorjridd professorjridd professorjridd professorjridd professorjridd professorjridd professorjridd professorjridd professorjridd professorjridd professorjridd professorjridd professorjridd professorjridd professorjridd professorjridd professorjridd Current Mood: cheerful | | Saturday, May 26th, 2007 | | 11:50 am |
My hunt for a job starts today. | | Tuesday, May 1st, 2007 | | 9:08 pm |
wooooo I feel confused. Current Mood:  confusedCurrent Music: Jurassic Park | | Tuesday, March 27th, 2007 | | 11:29 pm |
man the fuck up
You know when realization hits you right in the face, you see how much more the things you value become's 10 times more valuable then what you expected orginally. That insight of realzation makes you never want to let that thing you value the most go. Its ashame that sometimes that insight of realization sets in when you dont even notice it your self. How awful it makes you feel to know that what youve said in the past no matter how much you ment it could mean nothing if you dont show it. Learning or the term "Growing pains" is a long and wretched process when you know that you doing something for the first time with only one person guiding you. Its like you cant swim and your holding for dear life on a life raft but if you let go you drown and die. I really dont want to drown. I think Ive drowned enough in the past. I really really dont want to mess things up at all. I guess all we can do is man up and face the challanges that awaits us. "Growing pains" can be a bitch at first but at the end it all becomes worth it. Theres no other way I cant express myself enough. Jenny Ily. I dont regeret what I told you.  She takes care of me, she defends me, and shes always there for me. | | Saturday, March 17th, 2007 | | 11:21 pm |
| | Friday, March 16th, 2007 | | 10:02 pm |
Thurs: I spent 4 hours in my moms SUV with Jenny and Maurcio to go into the fair. When we finally got up to the front they posted up a sign saying no admitance after 10:00. I was forced to go back home. Even though the wait was the most frustrating thing to experince in life, I really did enjoy the time I spent with Jenny and Maurcio in the car. We had many conversations about different subjects, listend and sang to music, threatend people to get the fuck out of are way, waved a pretend gun at people so that they wont cut in front of us, hit the bumper of the car in front of me, enjoy some laughs with Maurcio, and Just being next to jenny period made me happy and worth while to go. Either way it was a cool night, yet A SUPER FUCKING FRUSTRATING ONE. I will never go to a fucking dade county fair though. Fuck that. Friday: I spent the whole day at Jennys house and spent some time with her before she left to go to Orlando with her family. Her mom bought us little ceares pizza and i just chilled with Jenny the whole day. I watched her pack and we played DS. Imma miss that girl when shes gone. I hope the weekend goes by fast. Im going to really really really really really really miss her. At night I bought WarioWare smooth moves for wii, and I bought nintendogs for DS =-). Saturday: I start my first day of college at devry. Im going to be taking college algebra every sat from 9-1 untill june so I dont have to take it when the summer term starts in July. I need something to do this weekend..... "I hope Coo so x can finally make there CD SOON" | | Wednesday, March 14th, 2007 | | 9:33 pm |
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